pretty damn confusing... but then again it really isnt... but its really hard to let it be... someone like that... and its times like these i wish i knew what "that" was... that girl is beautiful... and im hopeless when it comes to this this stuff

well how aer you so easy to give me that when you cant even give me a simple something...

this isnt going to make any damn sense b/c its all fucking codes...

but shit like that bothers the fuck out of me... makes me wonder what you want...

its the most confusing thing to want someone and then not want them all at the same time...

i want them because its just cool to chill with 'em and we click and what not... well click on certain levels...

but then when it gets to other shit... the IMPORTANT things... they get retarded... act like they dont kno a nigga... and that makes me not want them... you cant blame me for that...

so im stuck... knowing that i wont ever get what i want or need... i get only whats given to me...

you may think that its all i need... well its great and all... but i want the substance... believe me... id rather have substance than anything else...

and thats what i think... there is no substance behind whats there... its fake... i think its really fake... but its disguised by my determination to believe that it isnt... you kno... isnt fake... so i hardly see it... only on nights like this... what to do...

i want to believe that what you say is true... that you are just the way you are... oblivious to it all... and wil always be...

damn

It could all be so simple
But you'd rather make it hard
Loving you is like a battle
And we both end up with scars
Tell me, who I have to be
To get some reciprocity
No one loves you more than me
And no one ever will

Is this just a silly game
That forces you to act this way
Forces you to scream my name
Then pretend that you can't stay
Tell me, who I have to be
To get some reciprocity
No one loves you more than me
And no one ever will

No matter how I think we grow
You always seem to let me know
It ain't workin'
It ain't workin'
And when I try to walk away
You'd hurt yourself to make me stay
This is crazy
This is crazy

I keep letting you back in
How can I explain myself
As painful as this thing has been
I just can't be with no one else
See I know what we got to do
You let go and I'll let go too
'Cause no one's hurt me more than you
And no one ever will


Care for me, care for me
I know you care for me

There for me, there for me
Said you'd be there for me

Cry for me, cry for me
You said you'd die for me

Give to me, give to me
Why won't you live for me

Every thing she does is beautiful...

man being so fucking sexually attracted to someone is killer...

like not good... b/c all you wanna do is do somethign related to sex... or just have sex...

but yea... its also a very good thing...

yea... she is so beautiful... and it drives me crazy...

im not in love or any other bullshit like that...

im just yea into her and everythign shes got... tons of guys would want what i have... and ppl have told me so im not being all big headed and shit... im just saying that im extremely lucky...

fucking fine as hell...

but yea... and i cant do shit... but thats cool tho...

im still in a great position.... ughhhhhhh

and what the fuck? Vanessa Carlton is fine... she is pretty... yall fucking trippin and shit...

my taste may be a bit basic when it comes to some girls... but i have very high standards... now i do neway

i thought id write something...